I know the feeling. A few months ago I got a disturbing call from a person claiming to be the fiance of another person that barely broke up with me and he told me never to call her again even though I was promised a few things but after that I realized it was a bunch of bull and I was lied to and betrayed and stuff I punched a wall not knowing there was a 4x4 wrapped in sheet metal behind that particular section of the wall and I hurt my knuckle pretty bad on my right hand. It literally hurt to punch a pillow. I couldn't even fluff my pillow with my fist. Also I have this thing where I like to hit things you know like walls, headboards, small woodland creatures and I would forget right up to the point of the shock of pain. Even though it doesn't hurt like it did I still hold back remembering the maddening flash of pain I received whenever I hit an object.
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