to be quite honest, I haven't felt scared before anything for way too long.
I played football last year, and even though this was some pretty serious stuff going on, I felt completely passive before a game, prepping for a game...my non-nervousness has made me more passive in the game. I just look up on the line and think...."zzzzzzzzzzzzzz....hmmm...zzzzzzzz" then I do what I need...
It kinda sucks, at any rate, I quit football, and have played rugby for two years, that helped for sure
