Micro,
I can appreciate your dilemma, but it may not be all that bad. Some times I learn more about myself and my Art when I am thrust into a position of leadership. As a Second Dan student part of the prerequisite for a Third Dan Test is possessing the ability to teach what you've learned. It has really helped me to grow as A person. And I have learned a lot about myself. Have Some fun with it, do your homework and rise to the occasion. Take a step back and re-evaluate your club and look honestly at what you think might be missing or needs complimenting. This is your chance to teach, to leave someone else with a lasting part of you, a legacy. The best part of teaching for me is that I get to make it fun for my students and fellow classmates, I want them to look forward to coming to class and I want to be challenged with tough questions and forced to be on top of my game. Turn this negative into a positive for yourself, take the reins and run with it. You know that you have the support of many people right here on Defend.net. How lucky we are to have a place to go where so many people share our passions. Good luck and have fun. S.W.
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