My Kru is a good teacher and my skills are good,I guess sometimes I feel like something is missing though. As opposed to the black arm band, that is really not the issue with me. I rarely even do the grade test, I'm more concerned with ability.
One problem I have is sparring. We tend to go a little harder than most gyms do and in practice even though we're going hard I don't get the adrenaline rush that I would if I was fighting, which in turn doesn't mask a lot of the pain from my injuries. Does anybody else have this problem ?
Also I have a bad self confidence problem. I've had one Fight in the ring and I won that but I still doubt myself a lot. My Kru will say how good my skills are but sometimes I feel he's just selling me to myself, if that makes sense ! I think this is where most of my original frustration comes from. Has anyone ever have any simular issues that they have dealt with ?
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