Thats interesting that it affected you like that Shawn, its good to get a different perspective on it.
You know its funny, the first time I did live blade work I took it far less seriously and there was no fear or adrenal reaction, because I knew the guy holding it had absolutely no intention of putting it within 6 inches of my flesh. However things can go wrong, so I appreciate why you had that apprehension, and it sounds like it was a worthwhile experience for you.
I try to put myself in that mindset every time I face a determined attacker with training blade, good imagination and his firm intent work better for me.
(And yes, for the record by the way, I still think you are a smart guy!)
