Hang in there UD. My father has been battling caner for awhile now. He is doing well for the moment. The Doctors consider it nothing short of a miracle that he is alive and it could change in a heartbeat. After my sister was murdered I blamed myself.
I too put a gun to my head a few times. I couldn’t do it. At the time I thought it was because I lacked the balls to pull the trigger. Now I think it was the opposite. I had the balls to keep going.
When something like this is happening in your life you feel alone. Like you are the only one who is dealing with something like this. Everyone else looks happy and you feel like the only one. You are NOT alone.
Take care.
Last edited by Mickey Finn; 10-29-2001 at 12:58 PM.
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