As a matter of fact right now I've reached the perfect peace of mind.
My father is connected to a mechanical breather with tracheostomy, he's in our home now, and need 24/7 care from everyone of the family. He's diagnosticated with acute bladder disease, so things for him will get only worse.
I've already expressed to the doctors in hospital that in case of a new crisis from him, he will NOT be send to the hospital again.
I will take care personally of this. Myself and my guns if necessary.
He will die at home.
I'm trying to sold our shop or, at least to rent it in order to assure a future for my mother and sister.
Then, I will get finally my rest; the one granted by a 9mm between the ears.
Peace. Be happy.
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