Ya, I understand what your trying to convey in your "Lessons" now that you explained it better. I mean how the code red thing is written originally makes it seem you have to be like some robot from the terminator movies.....
"Ive been shot in the arm. Must continue to fight. Must fight. Started the fight, must finish it." *walks mindlessely towards the glock aimed at my face*
Can't wait until Lesson 2. Hopefully I won't find anything to reply towards that points out things you said I misunderstand.