Oh MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

[Garland]

I think I've snapped.
This week has fucking killed me.
I'm freaking out.

This shit's wayyyyyy too much for me.

So...I want out to a concert, it was okay- Deltron 3030 and the Von Bondies were playing at the U.

My friend got bailed out, so it was him and I, and we met up with a few kids...things were looking up.

We stop at the TopStop by my house and I run into my ex...the ex-junkie, whom I still would take a bullet for, and whom I still have IMMENSE feelings for. She stops me, I barely recognise her, I haven't been able to get ahold of her in 4 months, she's been living with her boyfriend and left her parent's house...last I heard she was bad into heroin.

She looked good.
No...she looked fucking great
She hugged me and held me...




and invited me to her wedding on Saturday at 4:00 PM.






what the **** is going on...?????

[Garland]

I'm happy for her...but this week has just been one shocking revelation and one trial after the next...I'm going to the afterparty in an hour...hopefully this redhead will call me back and I'll be able to get some closure that way...still...this girl was before my current ex...

I'm glad she's okay...I hope she'll still be my friend. God it was good to see her...but what a fucking shock.

[Garland]

I can't stop laughing and crying....what the **** is wrong with me???

[jubaji]

get the **** out of there

Dude, gas up the car, empty the bank and just start driving east.

[Garland]

man...you don't know the half of it....my parent's buisness got wrenched out from under them...their lease came up this year (we've been at thi splace for 15 years...since I WAS FIVE years old...) and the neighboring buisness offered more cash, so we're scrambling for a new location, and we're out of there within the month.

My families liveliehood.

[BoarSpear]

I think I've snapped.
This week has fucking killed me.
I'm freaking out.

This shit's wayyyyyy too much for me.

So...I want out to a concert, it was okay- Deltron 3030 and the Von Bondies were playing at the U.

My friend got bailed out, so it was him and I, and we met up with a few kids...things were looking up.

We stop at the TopStop by my house and I run into my ex...the ex-junkie, whom I still would take a bullet for, and whom I still have IMMENSE feelings for. She stops me, I barely recognise her, I haven't been able to get ahold of her in 4 months, she's been living with her boyfriend and left her parent's house...last I heard she was bad into heroin.

She looked good.
No...she looked fucking great
She hugged me and held me...




and invited me to her wedding on Saturday at 4:00 PM.






what the **** is going on...?????

The lord works in mysterious ways dude, perhaps he's punishing you for leavin the flock..he was countin on YOU to save me and SG!! ..now were all screwed

Really dude its life, its just movin on, thats what it does...If you care for her and she is happy, you should be too

[BoarSpear]

Dude, gas up the car, empty the bank and just start driving east.

drive sotheast, dude come on down, we will find ya a place, a job (no dress wearing required, errr allowed) Here we are with a bottle o Mezcal....im sure we can find a light socket

[Garland]

I'm trying man...jesus...I thought I didn't have any tears left in these eyes...
what's fucking wrong with me?

My instructor called me today...Guro Dan's coming in next weekend...maybe that;ll help get my mind off shit....I dunno, god I dunno.

[Garland]

drive sotheast, dude come on down, we will find ya a place, a job (no dress wearing required, errr allowed) Here we are with a bottle o Mezcal....im sure we can find a light socket

that does cheer me up...thanks man.

[jubaji]

drive sotheast, dude come on down, we will find ya a place, a job (no dress wearing required, errr allowed) Here we are with a bottle o Mezcal....im sure we can find a light socket

there ya go. go see the boar.

[Garland]

I'll live...I just need to vent for a second or two...I think I'm still in shock.

This shit happened about 20 minutes ago, and I'm a fucking wreck.

[Garland]

I can't believe how beautiful she was. She was radiant. All the things I wanted to say to her, I can't now...it'll be too awkward. I haven't been able to get ahold of her in sooo long. Now this. I loved her more than my current ex...and I'm still sleeping with her. What. Who am I? I'm a fucking monster, and pathetic, at the same time.





I need to go get really drunk.

[BoarSpear]

I'll live...I just need to vent for a second or two...I think I'm still in shock.

This shit happened about 20 minutes ago, and I'm a fucking wreck.

well as soon as you get the tears of sadness out so you can drive, bring yer self on dude, NO SHIT!! We will get you a change of pace, i promise

You need a new set of crazy friends, I PROMISE we qualify you'll still have tears in the eyes but they'll be from laughter.

[BoarSpear]

I can't believe how beautiful she was. She was radiant. All the things I wanted to say to her, I can't now...it'll be too awkward. I haven't been able to get ahold of her in sooo long. Now this. I loved her more than my current ex...and I'm still sleeping with her. What. Who am I? I'm a fucking monster, and pathetic, at the same time.





I need to go get really drunk.

nah you need a really good workout, then get drunk...cmon man, you aint that old, too many ex's you need to focus on you and yer art, you are the only person you can help...now stop yammering about this chick...you sound like stan from south park dude....

[treelizard]

Yeah I agree, just get over her. And study up on your Guro Dan tapes, get ready for the seminar!! I'm jealous, btw. Haven't made it to a Guro Dan class yet myself.