Oh MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

[treelizard]

Actually, you know what? I think I sugarcoated that reply, so even though this will probably piss you off I'm gonna tell it like it is.

No woman on the face of this planet is worth wasting another inkling of your energy, when you've got a Guro Dan seminar coming up. Not one.

And if you're serious about your training, which I gather you must be since you're on this forum, why not use this time to step it up a notch so when you meet a woman who's not living on the streets or throwing her life away on drugs, maybe one who will actually (gasp!) pay you as much attention as you pay her, you'll be confident in your skills to protect her and your family, should you choose to have one.

And stop whining. It's really boring. Be a man for crying out loud.

"If my physical body shold fall before you to the earth, I am not worried. For I know that my spirit will arise to the heavens, as it is unconquerable..." --Guro Dan.

[BoarSpear]

Actually, you know what? I think I sugarcoated that reply, so even though this will probably piss you off I'm gonna tell it like it is.

No woman on the face of this planet is worth wasting another inkling of your energy, when you've got a Guro Dan seminar coming up. Not one.

And if you're serious about your training, which I gather you must be since you're on this forum, why not use this time to step it up a notch so when you meet a woman who's not living on the streets or throwing her life away on drugs, maybe one who will actually (gasp!) pay you as much attention as you pay her, you'll be confident in your skills to protect her and your family, should you choose to have one.

And stop whining. It's really boring. Be a man for crying out loud.

"If my physical body shold fall before you to the earth, I am not worried. For I know that my spirit will arise to the heavens, as it is unconquerable..." --Guro Dan.

DAMN LIZ!! that was sweet!! Thats a rare lady there....hell yeah, i missed the guro Dan part...stick around catch his seminar, THEN come on down.....


Hey liz, with a attitude like that, why aint you married? CHRIST a woman who understands the arts

[Garland]

Yeah...I've cooled down...but, damn, this is still just sinking in. I'm gonna have a few more beers, chill out, and just watch some t.v. I'll call my khru tommorow and let him know I'm in for the seminar...I could use a little break right now, and I'm feeling that'll help.


still...thanks for the support guys. I just needed to vent, and I didn't feel like burdening my parents...they're going through shit too, and my friends are there for me, but I just needed to get it all out in writing.

once again, thanks to all of you. (damn, I feel like such a geek writing all this shit on an internet forum.)

I'll be okay, things are looking up, I got a hot date on Saturday after the wedding with this cute little red-head.

[treelizard]

Hey liz, with a attitude like that, why aint you married?

Too funny! My boyfriend is all mad at me because he wanted to take me to LA this weekend and I told him I'd need to be back Sunday to train and we should see if we could stop by the Inosanto Academy or one of the other schools out there, I mean, while we're there. He wasn't happy. This could be a problem.

Also I asked jubaji to marry me a long time ago, but he said his wife would kill him.

[GQchris]

I can't believe how beautiful she was. She was radiant. All the things I wanted to say to her, I can't now...it'll be too awkward. I haven't been able to get ahold of her in sooo long. Now this. I loved her more than my current ex...and I'm still sleeping with her. What. Who am I? I'm a fucking monster, and pathetic, at the same time.





I need to go get really drunk.

dude, man, being hung up on a chick that doesn't feel the same way is never good.. been there and done that...

As Men we tend to put our objects of affection on a pedestal, you gotta move on, you don't have to forget about her if you don't want to.. but you do have to move on with your life..

I made a vow to myself that I will never let another woman ever have such power over me... that I would be completely in shambles if she ever walked away...

[Tom Yum]

As Men we tend to put our objects of affection on a pedestal, you gotta move on, you don't have to forget about her if you don't want to.. but you do have to move on with your life..

I'll put an object of affection on an equal level, but never too long on the pedestal. Some women want all the control. They can't have it.

I made a vow to myself that I will never let another woman ever have such power over me... that I would be completely in shambles if she ever walked away...

Its hard, bro.

[BoarSpear]

Its hard, bro.

Thats the whole problem aint it?......... .......

[Garland]

true that! I'm just going to tough it up and go to the wedding. After milling shit over in my brain, I'm really happy for her. She looks GREAT, she's off drugs, and she's doing well. Hopefully now that she's more stable I can actually get a friendship out of this rather than constantly worrying if she's okay or not.

I guess I have this guy to thank for that. I hope he treats her well, and now my promise to be there for her, whatever and whenever she needs...also extends to him.

I need to move on, stop getting caught up in my own personal bullshit, and just live by the moment, I'll come to greener pastures when I get there, but as for now, I'm not going to go out and actively search.

Point-I'm gonna go chill tommorow evening with a cute little red head that's showed some interest...the hard part's going to be NOT wearing my heart on my sleave, and just being more...bohemian...I guess. I need to stop caring so much. It's something I have to work on, but, what the hell...I've done alright in the past...I've seen some really FUCKED up shit, and been through some hell...but I've also had really good times, and I've experienced alot of positive things most people will never get...so...I should chin up and man-up to all this shit.

I will be depressed for awhile...but that's just the course of things, I'll pull out of it stronger and more stable, and smarter than I was before. The worse things are, the harder I'll strive to prevail. That's one thing being a fighter has taught me...and now it has to apply to letting go to all this shit that's passed, good and bad, and being strong in a whole other way.

[jubaji]

I'm just going to tough it up and go to the wedding.

Yeah, there's a bad idea.

[Garland]

Yeah, there's a bad idea.

she came by today to drop off the invitation in person. I don't think it'll be a problem. If I start feeling sick or weepy, I'll just run to the restroom or take a smoke break.

I've got pretty good self control, so I won't say or do anything stupid...if I do say anything at all.

She was an important person in my life...and I still want to be her friend...and to do that I have to be cool with this.

[jubaji]

welcome to earth

she came by today to drop off the invitation in person. I don't think it'll be a problem. If I start feeling sick or weepy, I'll just run to the restroom or take a smoke break.

I've got pretty good self control, so I won't say or do anything stupid...if I do say anything at all.

She was an important person in my life...and I still want to be her friend...and to do that I have to be cool with this.

Yeah, ya know what? BAD IDEA.

"I still want to be her friend" - tough, forget it, go away.

[treelizard]

Can we talk about Guro Dan now?

[Garland]

I went. I'm glad I did.
Nothing like a little closure, is there?
She's happy, he seems like an ok guy...she wants to stay in contact...that's all I could've asked for.

[treelizard]

I went. I'm glad I did.
Nothing like a little closure, is there?
She's happy, he seems like an ok guy...she wants to stay in contact...that's all I could've asked for.

NOW can we talk about Guro Dan?

[Garland]

NOW can we talk about Guro Dan?

yeah...he's cool.